Been away from LJ for a month and some days now. Been busy with a lot and tons of stuff has been going on ><
But i've decided to start new and fresh with a new journal = strawberybread oh and I also got a new aim, it's = sofiadebustamante@mac.com
Add me if you want ^^ i'll be deleting this journal next week I guess.

Silent Hill 4 is creeping me the fuck out! It probably doesn't help that i'm alone in my room right now with only 1 light on. I've been playing the entire day, but up until now the game started to get to me. I hate how Walter can be so damn scary whenever he appears! And I hate how I have to drag Eileen around! She reminds me of Maria a bit. But anyways, hopefully i'll be able to finish later tonight. I'm almost done XD...well sort of. I'm currently revisiting the forest world. Which I hate! Especially since Walter is appearing out of nowhere and trying to kill me. I hope this doesn't happen when I revisit the other worlds. Another thing I hate is the hauntings that happen in Henry's apartment! Gosh! I hate the 2nd part of this game so much! >:O

Well now it's time to continue. I'm going to turn more lights on and listen to music while I play, maybe that will help :D

Edit: Forget it! I'm not finishing this shit tonight. I'll finish it tomorrow. I finished the forest world (finally) and started the water prison world. I have to say though that Walter doesn't freak me out anymore. I didn't know that I could attack him and he would go a way for a while. So the reason why I stopped wasn't because of him, but of Eileen. I HATE HER! She is so fucking slow! It's because of her that I constantly have to use my health drinks and fight off the creatures and Walter. Oh and one thing I found out was that Walter appears in all the worlds until the end >:O This is going to get so annoying!!! I hate you Eileen!! >:O

I think i'll go read some Zone-00 to make myself happy :)

sorry that this is totally random, but since I have no one to talk to in my room I need to vent somewhere.

So yeah, here it is.
( Ota report )

Honestly I have to say that I didn't really have a great time at Otakon this year. It was pretty boring, I felt bad and depressed most of the time and there wasn't much to do. Plus zoisite_willo wasn't there! Which made me feel sad :(
I guess some high lights would be: being part of the Ueki group, hanging out with tinmaninacan, seeing a lot of my friends that I hadn't seen in a pretty long time, chatting with donatella_foxy and Kathy, thursday night, and all the amazing Silent Hill and Dragonball cosplayers!
And the costume I enjoyed wearing the most was Ai. It was extremely comfortable and I had a fun time in it! I know i'll be wearing Ai a lot for future cons even though nobody will know who I am XD I'll probably be mistaken for Rei again lol.

So I would be saying that my next con is going to be Matsuricon, but sadly it won't. Apparently my grandma and cousin won't be leaving until the 23rd, so there's no way I can go T_T So huge apologizes to ohariko! I was really looking forward to hanging out with her again! T_T
My next con is most likely to be T-MODE, unless nobody decides to go, then I will be going to New York Anime Fest for like a day or two.

Now all I have left to do is enjoy the rest of my summer vacation. I'll probably try to get my driver's permit, finish a bunch of anime or start new ones (like Okane ga Nai XD) and play a bunch of Silent Hill! I still have to finish the 4th one and Origins >.

I can't believe Otakon is going to be so soon!

I have so much to finish by thursday. Hopefully i'll have everything done by then.

In the end the costumes that i'll be bringing will be: Kanda, Nagisa, Ikki, Ai Mori, Hedeaki, Azuma, Konata and maybe Zero and Android 18. I hope I won't die from the heat lol XD
As for when i'm wearing what I still have no idea.
Sadly I won't have time to finish Sakura, so i'll have to join Willo and Anat for tsubasa some other time. And I lost my Athena costume so I won't be able to do KOF with them either >.<

But oh well we'll still have fun anyways XD I can't wait! :3

God Metrocon went by so quickly that it doesn't seem like it happened.
( Metrocon report )

So yeah i'm super glad I was able to go to Metrocon. It was so worth it! And it was amazing meeting Hina-san! She was soo nice and without her I wouldn't have had much fun :3 Hopefully i'll get to see her again some time soon.

Now that Metrocon is over it's time to start working on costumes for Otakon. For myself i'll be making Kanda from DGM, Hideaki from Gakuen Heaven, Sakura from Tsubasa and i'm adding Ai from Law of Ueki because it can work for thursday and for the rave XD Then I have to make a lot of commissions for people. I'm probably going to die, but it's all worth it in the end, especially because i'm going to get paid :D

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO u_ate_my_bento!!!! :D

In the end the plane tickets were too expensive, so we will be driving to Tampa tonight >.< It's not like I mind the 12 hour trip, but I feel bad for my mom and her boyfriend because they're driving. So yeah, hopefully we will get there early. At least before 1 or so.
As for costumes i'll just be bringing time skip Simon, pre-time skip Nia, Itachi, Satoko and Keiichi. I really can't wait to do Satoko and Keiichi with Hina-san on friday! She said she had a surprise for me when I do Keiichi, I wonder what it might be. I suspect it to be something evil lol XD It will be so much fun!! And hopefully i'll run into the Kisame I was talking to on cosplay.com

Also randomly I have gotten obsessed over a show on cartoon network called Total Drama Island. It's amazing! I love it to death! I love all of the characters, and my favorite couple is definitely Courtney and Duncan. The only sad thing is that the show is edited, so a lot of stuff is different, which sucks! I wished I lived in Canada so I could see the original version and the second season when it comes out.

Omg I went to King's Dominion yesterday and it was soo fun!!!
( KD fun )

Overall it was tons of fun besides the rain, and I hope to do this again next year! I can't wait until me and Elizabeth go to Bush Gardens and Water Country together someday! XD Hopefully the next amusement park I go to will be all the Disney ones. I really want to go when my younger cousins come over.

Oh and it turns out that Metrocon is still a go! Apparently my mom was angry that day and when she said that we weren't going because it was too expensive. Yesterday when I asked if we could go to Ikasucon instead she told me that we were still going to Metrocon. I was just like what and then I told her what about it being too expensive and she said that she was just being angry that day and she told me that driving would be too expensive (since the gas prices are crazy now!) so instead we will be flying to Tampa. I was so happy!

It seems as though i'm going to miss Metrocon again this year T_T
We're spending a lot of money on fans and such because the air conditioning is broken, we spent a lot on the trip to honduras and there is always bills and such to pay. So it seems as though it's too expensive to go now. It's going to be so sad because I really wanted to meet hina-san and cosplay higurashi with her! But oh well I guess what i'm going to do now is try to convince my mom to let me go to Ikasucon. It's closer than florida and it's probably cheaper too. Hopefully she says yes XD

So yeah ANEXT was last weekend. It was tons of fun!
( report )
Man after ANEXT I cannot wait for the Gakuen Heaven group XD hehe

So now my next con will be Metrocon XD Even though I won't have anyone to hang out with other than Hina-san on friday I bet i'll still have fun, I might bring one of my younger cousins with me for company >.< So yeah i'm going to take a one week break and then get back on working on costumes. I'll be working on Kanda from D.gray-man, short hair Nia from Gurren-Lagann, Satoko from Higurashi, and Itachi from Naruto.

OMG OMG OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT RENTRER EN SOI IS COMING TO ANIME NEXT!!!!!!!!!!! XD

I can't believe I didn't know before! It's probably because I haven't checked the ANEXT website since like january lol, but when I saw this today I almost died! I remember that I was obsessed with them back in like 2004 or 2005 when I was like j-rock crazy lol. I really hope they sing Sincerely and Re-birth!

And I hope this concert is just as great as the m.o.v.e, Pscho le Cemu, D'espairs Ray, and Back-On concerts!

Today was finally my last day of school. I am officially on summer break until september. I'm so excited for all the cons and things i'm going to do over the summer!
Overall today was ok, it was pretty sad though. I'm going to miss all my classmates T_T At least i'm going to see Elizabeth a lot over the summer, i'm going to her house tomorrow and were going to go to Kings Dominion and Six Flags soon. I wish I could take her with me to Metrocon though, since I wont have anyone to hang out with, but her mom probably wont let her go.

But anyways. I went to Animazement last weekend and it was fun XD Although I was dead the entire weekend. But it was still good. here are some ( pics )
So next con is AnimeNEXT :D I can't wait!

This made my day yesterday XD


I love Jasdebi sooo much! And this song just makes them more awesome! I didn't know they could sing that well!! I know when I cosplay Debitto i'm going to be singing this a lot XD

wow april went by quickly 8D

Now that it's may, it's only 28 more days until I finish school and 21 more days until animazement XD I cannot wait :3 Also there's a couple of birthdays to celebrate, like my cousins which is today XD My mom's on monday and then Anat's XD I still need to buy gifts though >.<

But anyways, during these weeks i've been doing nothing lol. I've caught up with a couple of animes although I still need to finish a lot, I caught up with d.gray-man and I applied to a school. It's the brittish school of washington, it seems ok, and Elizabeth is applying too. The only bad thing is that if I get in i'll end school in july next year >.< But that's because for every month the students get a week off. It shouldn't be that bad. And there will be uniforms, so I won't have to worry about what clothes to pick out and stuff. I hope to get in XD
As for cosplays I haven't gone fabric shopping yet >.< Which is bad because I have a ton of things to do for animazement. These will be the costume i'll be making: Persona 3 main character, Agito, Nagisa and Konata's summer uniform. And along with that i'm making R2 c.c., summer uniform miyuki for Anat, and Shirley and summer uniform Tsukasa for Brittany XD Luckily I have enough time.

Also yesterday my mom bought our tickets for our trip to Honduras in June XD I can't wait to see my family. I haven't seen most of them since I last went in 2005 >.

Yay I turned 16 today XD

So far my day has been normal, I got some calls from my dad, Elizabeth, Marie and Nelly. And then Anat sent me and e-mail XD Part of her e-mail was funny though because she said "P.S. what do you want for ur birthday that i can afford XD like i can't buy u a car Lol XD" hehe I laughed. And I totally forgot that now I can start learning how to drive XD I bet i'll be so nervous when I start. It's weird being 16, I still feel like i'm 15 XD

Oh and on a side note, thanks so much theairalchemist for sending me the fabric swatch! I got it yesterday :3

I'm finally getting this over with :P ( Tekko VI )

My next con will be Animazement XD OMG I cannot wait! I'm going to take a two weeks break before I start on costume again though. I need some rest lol. But thankfully i'll have enough time to finish them :3 So on my two week break i've decided to have anime marathons since I need to catch up with a tons of things!
Here is the list of the anime's i'll try and finish:
-Law of Ueki (need to finish it before I cosplay Mori soon XD)
-Gurren-Lagann
-Clannad
-Oh! Edo Rocket
-Zombie Loan
-Innocent Venus
-Toward the Terra
-Blood+
-Higurashi Kai
-Sumomomo Momomo
and Planetes (If I can find it anywhere)

Most of these are recommendations XD So if there is any other anime's you think I would like please tell me ;D
Another thing I definitely have to accomplish during this break is learn the freakin lucky star dance!

So yeah Tekko was this weekend and it was tons of fun. Since i'm very tired to write the report and stuff, i'll just leave you guys with two pics for now :3



Much love goes out to Sophie, my C.C., for making my eye purple on photoshop and for taking this awesome picture!



This is seriously my favorite pic of all time XD

Tekko is in just two days and i'm not close to being done >.< I know i'll finish though, i'll just have to stay up all night today and tomorrow XD

I'm so excited though, especially since i'll finally be able to meet my friend from the forums, Lomelindi, who is going to be my C.C. And also there is the awesome Higurashi shoot on friday night. The only downside is that there won't be a Rena.

So on friday i'm going to wear: frog jacket Agito/Akito, Simon, yakitate 9 Azuma, Matt (yay for the DN shoot) and Keiichi
On saturday: Zero, time skip hinata, Lelouch, Konata and Deitrich
And finally on sunday I will be wearing Seikichii.

I can't wait :3

In other news, it was Elizabeth's birthday today XD She turned 16!
I decided to buy her a dvd that she wanted and I made her a birthday card. And at lunch today we bought her a cake, so today was an awesome day.

I HATE EPISODE #8 OF GURREN LAGANN.

So my first day back wasn't that bad after all. I didn't get in trouble for not doing my homework, my friend bought me a cookie :3, my spanish teacher wasn't moody and Elizabeth told me some news that made me smile for the rest of the day. I end school on may 30th. I am super happy! XD And I can't believe it. When Elizabeth told me I almost screamed lol. Apparently my school has financial problems and it's closing. Hehe as glad as I am that I won't have to go there anymore next year i'm sort of worried about what i'm going to do for the next two years because applications were due like in january so technically i'm screwed T_T oh well.
Another thing that made me happy today was that the Sweeney Todd dvd was coming out. I bought it of course :P
Although the day was not all happy. Today I was supposed to go fabric shopping, but my mom came super late from work. So I didn't get my fabrics for my Tekko costumes which makes me sad because that means I will have less time to finish them cause the con is next weekend. >.< I am barely going to sleep, but it's all worth it in the end.
I guess tomorrow i'll just work on my cheerleader Konata outfit to get it out of the way once and for all.

Today was my last day of freedom, now it's back to school.

Overall it was pretty boring. Especially since my mom worked almost the entire time, even though she was at home . I also got really depressed since LOST will be on hiatus until the day before my birthday T_T At least most of my shows are returning in april :3

So even though it was boring I still had some fun times. I went to the movies and saw: shutter (which sort of sucked), run fat boy run and 21. I liked 21 the best lol. I also went out to eat a lot. And I went to Elizabeth's house yesterday. It was really fun, although for most of the time all we did was fangirl over how Elizabeth got to see the Jonas Brothers at the easter white house event. She was back stage! And she's algo going to see them in concert and she has orchestra seats! She's so lucky! I checked the tickets and they were already close to the lawn, so sadly I won't be going. But oh well.
And yes I like the Jonas Brothers, as weird as that may be lol. It's all Elizabeth's fault!

But anyways, even though i'm sad that spring break is over i'm happy that I only have like 2 more months of school and then it's summer vacation XD